“The Narcissistic Tuning of America”
May 8th, 2010   www.upstreamca.org
© Priscilla Van Sutphin
goinupstream@hotmail.com

I woke up this morning with these words going through my mind, and over and over.

The bible says that we war not against flesh and blood, but principalities and powers.
Eph 6:12-13 AMP    For we are not wrestling with flesh and blood [contending only with physical opponents], but against the despotisms, against the powers, against [the master spirits who are] the world rulers of this present darkness, against the spirit forces of wickedness in the heavenly (supernatural) sphere. 13 Therefore put on God's complete armor, that you may be able to resist and stand your ground on the evil day [of danger], and, having done all [the crisis demands], to stand [firmly in your place].

And it says SO THAT WE MAY STAND IN THE EVIL DAY OF DANGER !
From the beginning of time on earth, there have been lessons after lessons after lessons on being one another’s keeper.  From Cain and Abel to today, the enemy works to divide: to divide us from God and each other.  To take our focus off both of these things is his all in all. To make us SELF-focused and keep us defending self, focusing on what we want, what we “deserve”, “what’s in it for us”, to protect ourselves, to appeal to our baser instincts, the self within, so that we don’t fulfill relationship with GOD nor relationship with each other in appropriate ways that the Word of God calls for.

HE is a twister.  He twisted the words of God from the beginning, and he twists your motives,  and he is the FATHER of LIES. How could such a being bring down God’s plan for intimacy with us, and intimacy with each other but to create the opposite effect in our human flesh - To use our own fleshly desires to defeat us and to defeat our intimacy with GOD so as not to fulfill His great desires for us as human beings.

Satan has done this in every culture on earth to keep man focused on self and what self wants, needs, desires, to keep God from man and man from God, and to destroy the human race.  Self divides us from God and from others.

Mic 6:8 NKJV   He has shown you, O man, what is good; And what does the Lord require of you but to do justly, to love mercy, And to walk humbly with your God?

The satanic bible which I found in one book store in town years ago, has at the beginning 13 commandments and all of them ofcus on SELF. Getting what self wants, regardless of any of God’s commands.  [ I didn't buy it, just looked at first few pages then hid all of them behind the book barrier so they wouldn't be replaced - evil me ]  Years ago I ran across in a book, a quote from an earlier book by one Ruth Paxson  writing on the SELFS,  from her book “ Life on the Highest Plane” by Moody Press, from 1928.    www.upstreamca.org/selfs.html   She aptly describes self focus, so a worthy read of what has happened in the world and in the church.

This book was published after Wilson signed the Federal Reserve Act, [ for which he repented on his death bed ]  and after the beginning of turning America towards the long desired utopia of “Atlantis” – the goal from the beginning by Freemasons and other secret societies linked to them.  The trouble is that when people worship Satan and his minions, that focus always brings self destruction because idolatry brings the curses of Deuteronomy down on us.  Lest you think I exaggerate about America go here to view the early plans by secret societies : www.upstreamca.org/SecretBeginnings.html

Ruth Paxson’s first description category was self will:
“Self Will  "We have turned everyone to his own way." The flesh wants its own way and is determined to have it even if it defies and disobeys God and overrides  others. " I will" is the alphabet out of which self fashions its language of life.”

Here you can see that lifting self up is the same as at the Tower of Babel.
At the tower of Babel, God had said to scatter themselves across the globe and procreate.  But a group of people under Nimrod rebelled against the God plan.  They decided instead to settle together there and build a tower to heaven, and to “ make a name for themselves”, an entirely self centered effort.

Gen 11:3-4 NKJV  Then they said to one another, "Come, let us make bricks and bake them thoroughly." They had brick for stone, and they had asphalt for mortar. 4 And they said, "Come, let us build ourselves a city, and a tower whose top is in the heavens; let us make a name for ourselves, lest we be scattered abroad over the face of the whole earth."

“There is a direct connection between Freemasonry and the ancient Babylonian mystery religion from which the ancient pagan religions of Egypt, Persia, Greece and Rome eventually developed. It all goes back to a man named Nimrod who the Freemasons view as the true originator of their Order. Nimrod was a great Mesopotamian king who founded the city of Babylon and established the first great empire after Noah's flood. He is also traditionally associated with the Tower of Babel.

According to tradition, Nimrod sought to turn men away from God by setting up a tyrannical government and setting up a new religion. In fact, the new religion centered around Nimrod and his wife Semiramis eventually evolved into Baal worship from which all the pagan religions of the Middle East and Europe later developed. Not only that, according to the Encyclopedia of Freemasonry: The legend of the Craft in the Old Constitutions, Nimrod is one of the founders of Masonry.”  http://futurestorm.blogspot.com/2009/12/freemasonry-and-oath-of-nimrod-masonic.html [Semiramis = Queen of heaven ]

At one point in early America freemasonry was stopped and disdained after those of it’s ordered murdered a man who told of their doings.  But it was resurrected by Albert Pike, a Satanist from South Carolina.  And today this stronghold in America is the cause of it’s undoing.  It is because of this stronghold that we are being judged.  It has grown like a cancer in America the beautiful, and has caused it to become America the PROUD, America the Bully, America the self-deluded, America the harlot nation that has turned other nations and adulterated the goals of God, into the goals of Satan. 

We have tested vaccines on Africa, dumped on them our refuse, dumped our refuse in the oceans spoiling them as well, spread our “prosperity doctrine and gospel of self promotion to all nations, corrupting the gospel and dehumanizing mankind, taken money from China and Arab nations to keep the illusion going that all is fine and we can continue in our adulteries to the flesh and Satan.  We owe trillions which will shortly bring us into bondage to these nations with no one to save us, unless we turn to GOD HIMSELF and REPENT of this wickedness. [ I'm obviously only giving a small portion of our misdeeds]

We just had a national day of prayer. I wonder how much of it was spent REPENTING for all this ?  We have used the women of other nations as prostitutes, and trafficked in women from abroad, bringing them here as slaves, and of course if you go way back, we founded much of this nation on slavery.  We have used children for labor until labor laws prevented it, and now we use children of other nations to make our shoes, to fulfill our every need.  And it is allowed by many in the elitist ranks of this nation, many of whom hold public office, and hypocritically pretend to care for the “little man” while holding investments in Halliburton, Monsanto, Goldman Sachs, Bayer, and many other companies, especially drug companies, that are killing us, and enslaving us.  They speak with “forked tongues” about CHANGING America, while putting the screws to the coffins we will be buried in.

Monsanto is guilty of the murder of children in South Africa dying of cancer and riddled with diabetes due to Monsanto’s donation of GMO CORN. Monsanto had as one of it’s original players, Donald Rumsfeld, a good freemason friend of the Bush’s.  Monsanto has all kinds of political supporters on it’s board, including those from the FDA and EPA, a seemingly conflict of interest. It has robbed farmers in America of their dignity and their retirement funds by taking them to court for seeds blowing in their fields from the Monsanto owned farms around them and devastating their life savings of finances, and normal good seeds. They've taken over seed companies to decrease the growing of good foods.

They [ the brainiacs in charge ] have allowed emasculation of America literally by giving estrogen to cows, which little boys drink, providing them more estrogen than they need and adulterating their hormone systems, and that of women such that little girls get their menses at 8-9 yrs old, and cancer in women increased.  All these decisions are orchestrated by agencies that were supposedly there to protect us.  And now they want to cut off our supply of vitamin, mineral and herbal supplements that are helping detox and keep us alive. Someone I know heard from someone who worked in a food plant of things being put in foods deliberately to poison us.

But then ah, we find that there is an agenda to the SELF behind this stronghold hidden to most of Americans yet found boldly plastered on our “monuments” ie the Georgia Guidestones. [ google that and see what is written on them ]. And we can easily Google Henry Kissinger’s name with "population control" and see that agenda written down unashamedly in print !   We have comedians poo pooing honest men who try and expose this on TV news, degrading them, and calling them insane.

So we see the stance of black is white, and white is black on TV and in the news. The news in America is so controlled, that it has become the news of murders and violence, but not much about what is going on in the wider world, except when a crisis occurs, and that is quickly dealt with. Much of it is not even mentioned, to keep the masses calm.

In California we have the “Hollywood news” vs the real news, because people crave to know about their human idols more than what is going on with their fellow men in the world. Their appetites for violence have grown so much now, that TV shows depicting murders and the solving of them in great detail, such that you could learn various means of torture and death, like the woman prophet from Norway said would happen.
http://www.inthebeginning.com/articles/norway1968.htm
      "TV will be filled with such horrible violence that it teaches people to murder and destroy each other, and it will be unsafe in our streets. People will copy what they see. There will not be only one ‘station’ on TV, it will be filled with ‘stations.’ (She did not know the word ‘channel’ which we use today. Therefore she called them stations. E. Minos.) TV will be just like the radio where we have many ‘stations,’ and it will be filled with violence. People will use it for entertainment. 
       We will see terrible scenes of murder and destruction one of the other, and this will spread in society. Sex scenes will also be shown on the screen, the most intimate things that takes place in a marriage." (I protested and said, we have a paragraph that forbids this kind of thing. E. Minos.) There the old woman said: "It will happen, and you will see it. All we have had before will be broken down, and the most indecent things will pass before our eyes."

Well now every show practically on in evening like CSI, and NCIS, and other medical shows are filled with gross details of blood and murder.

This 90 year old Norwegian woman, in 1968,  also said something that relates to self on the throne [ jezebel in charge of the church ] 

    "The important thing will be to have success, to be something; to have material things, things that God never promised us in this way. Churches and prayer houses will be emptier and emptier. Instead of the preaching we have been used to for generations - like, to take your cross up and follow Jesus, - entertainment, art and culture will invade the churches where there should have been gatherings for repentance and revival. This will increase markedly just before the return of Jesus…”

Ruth Paxson’s second self is:  “Self-Centeredness  "The Old man" feeds upon himself.  He is the beginning and the end. Life presents little that interests or affects him, except as it relates to him self. He is the center of the world in which he lives and moves, and he always looks out for number one.”

This looking out for number one is what the N.W.O. is counting on and has engendered for years in building the high towers in America. It breeds violence, because territory and things must be protected from others. There is no thought to helping others, only self matters. Idolatry in a land breeds violence, murder, rape, and all sorts of evils.  For James says, where envy and self-seeking are, every other evil thing is !  All is about greed and self. 

The laws in Leviticus about aliens in the land are also not important to many Christians…I know I’m going to step on toes. So I will make it clear that I do not think that someone who comes here illegally to bring terror, havoc, or criminal behavior ought to be allowed to stay. Those who are here, WHO WE LET IN BY OUR OWN NEGLECT of the border and lack of keeping laws -  PROMOTING DRUGS and illegal activities – should they be mistreated because we didn’t police the border?  I have lived in a predominantly Mexican neighborhood for years and most I’ve met – at least 85% work hard doing jobs most of us don’t want, like cleaning up after our messes.  God has directed me to help them many times.

Lev 19:10 KJV  And thou shalt not glean thy vineyard, neither shalt thou gather every grape of thy vineyard; thou shalt leave them for the poor and stranger: I am the Lord your God.
Lev 19:33-34 NKJV  'And if a stranger dwells with you in your land, you shall not mistreat him. 34 The stranger who dwells among you shall be to you as one born among you, and you shall love him as yourself; for you were strangers in the land of Egypt: I am the Lord your God.

For years I ran a food program  here that got up to about 60 families.  30 each week, alternating weeks.  I’d ask for donations of 6.00 per box for food because I was on assistance myself being sick with Fibromyalgia.  And I would put tracts in the boxes I made up in Spanish with the help of Luz and online Spanish ministries.  I saw many miracles in praying for healing for people while doing this ministry. 

I went to Mexico once on the Lord’s instruction to rescue a boy who’s mom had after argument with her son, fled to Mexico without proper papers to get back in. This boy was in my children’s bible study.  I had a vision before going with my surrogate mom’s car, as mine was kind of beat up.  The vision was of angels surrounding the car as we came out of Mexico.  God did that in reality and more. 

The mother got stopped with her fake passport and was put in jail for three days and ended up having to come through the mountains which is dangerous, and made it back home. While Victor and I flew through the checkpoints – waved through, surrounded by angels.  She got saved when I visited her after she got back, she and her mom and cousin. The grandma got pulled into J.W.’s shortly after as she was not grounded enough. But mom and son stayed the course, though through many trials and struggles. [Religion is a major stronghold in many Hispanics due to the influence of the Catholic church.]

God loves ALL His creation and HE treats us individually and so we should also treat others in the same manner we would want to be treated. In fact we should also treat our ENEMIES the same.  But the pride in us constantly fights this. The pride IS what God is dealing with, and trying to get out of all of us.  Yes we have a lot of illegal aliens but our GOVERNMENT is the one who created this by not keeping the borders safe, and not prosecuting companies hiring them. 

Then like in the movie FOOD.Inc we see local governments arresting them and deporting them after they’ve been here 10 years working for some farm illegally.  And for those years, maybe they haven’t even made minimum wage, because we don’t want to have to pay the full price for anything and because corporate fat cats want to live luxuriously so they hire Thai children/women to make shoes like for Nike and pay them a poverty salary so they can sell the shoes to us for $100-$50 and Live like kings. 

We are such hypocrites in America and not the least repentant for it.  We want our conveniences and comforts, but don’t want to pay honestly for them.  There is an aristocracy in the United States. There is also an oligarchy there that wants to be in control. They pretend to CARE for the little guy, while disgracefully lying about their own involvement in all of these activities, masking their involvement by taking positions not in the highest scale positions, so as to go unnoticed.

We are a nation of pretenders and liars.  God knows it, and He is rectifying things.  HE WILL BRING DOWN THE STRONGHOLD OF FREEMASONRY and IDOLATRY and WITCHCRAFT, but it will be at a high cost.  So hold on Remnant Bride and pray for all of us to be SANCTIFIED BY HIS GLORY that we could escape the wrath which is at hand. 

We have bred a generation that feels entitled to things, because it was birthed by those who think they were entitled.  How did we treat those we conquered here ?  How did we treat slaves we brought from Africa ?  Well as the saying goes. What goes around comes around.  You reap what you sow.
So REPENT AMERICA. REPENT, for the sins of the forefathers. Let’s repent for our own arrogance, pride, pretense and greed.  Let’s repent for our treatment of Chinese workers , and Japanese in internment camps in WWII who were mistreated as if the enemy within.

Let’s repent also of our political correctness in calling black white and white black.  There is now a 5th column of muslim terrorists in America. NOT ALL muslims are here to blow us up. But there are many who wouldn’t think twice in our midst from all back grounds, including Christians who think nothing of murdering others, torturing and mistreating others. This is NOT what JESUS has called us to do. To defend yourself is one thing in war. But to purposely mistreat and hate others based on skin, ethnicity, or religion is something that the honorable among the founding fathers would NOT have approved of. Nor does GOD approve of as you can see in Scripture.

Luke 6:24-33 AMP  But woe to (alas for) you who are rich ( abounding in material resources), for you already are receiving your consolation (the solace and sense of strengthening and cheer that come from prosperity) and have taken and enjoyed your comfort in full [having nothing left to be awarded you].

25 Woe to (alas for) you who are full now (completely filled, luxuriously gorged and satiated), for you shall hunger and suffer want! Woe to (alas for) you who laugh now, for you shall mourn and weep and wail!  26 Woe to (alas for) you when everyone speaks fairly and handsomely of you and praises you, for even so their forefathers did to the false prophets.

27 But I say to you who are listening now to Me: [in order to heed, make it a practice to] love your enemies, treat well (do good to, act nobly toward) those who detest you and pursue you with hatred,  28  Invoke blessings upon and pray for the happiness of those who curse you, implore God's blessing (favor) upon those who abuse you [who revile, reproach, disparage, and high-handedly misuse you].

29 To the one who strikes you on the jaw or cheek, offer the other jaw or cheek also; and from him who takes away your outer garment, do not withhold your undergarment as well. 30 Give away to everyone who begs of you [who is in want of necessities], and of him who takes away from you your goods, do not demand or require them back again.

31 And as you would like and desire that men would do to you, do exactly so to them. 32 If you [merely] love those who love you, what quality of credit and thanks is that to you? For even the [very] sinners love their lovers (those who love them).  33 And if you are kind and good and do favors to and benefit those who are kind and good and do favors to and benefit you, what quality of credit and thanks is that to you? For even the preeminently sinful do the same.

I see in some of this generation of our sons and daughters a different attitude
In helping one another. We are our brother's keeper. God has called us to LOVE
One another.  I see in my son and his generation and always have a willingness to
Help one another i.e.: when they were in high school, he and his two friends if
One didn't have money for the movies or something to eat, they'd share with
The other.  I once heard the Lord call them "David and his mighty men". It says
of David...that he drew to himself the disenfranchised, the discontented and those who were in debt - In other words the disdained of this world.

To this day, my son is such a generous soul, and he married a young woman who
Also has a generous heart.  I see in them HOPE for the FUTURE.  I KNOW
GOD has not left them out, but is bringing them forward in this hour to be
HIS bright shining stars, along with us, to shine the LOVE of GOD into the hearts of men and women, boys and girls - to show them TRUTH of His grace
And holiness.

Let's turn the narcissism around.  Let's pray to break the stronghold of
Jezebel, over our churches.  Let's pray to break the stronghold of idolatry
Over our government leaders in cities, states and federal levels. Don't give
Up just because you see that judgment will not be averted. But rather pray
GOD will turn their hearts in the ensuing judgments, that they will learn
RIGHTEOUSNESS.

Isa 26:9-13 NKJV   With my soul I have desired You in the night,Yes, by my spirit within me I will seek You early;For when Your judgments are in the earth,The inhabitants of the world will learn righteousness.
10 Let grace be shown to the wicked,Yet he will not learn righteousness;In the land of uprightness he will deal unjustly,And will not behold the majesty of the Lord. 11 Lord, when Your hand is lifted up, they will not see.But they will see and be ashamedFor their envy of people;Yes, the fire of Your enemies shall devour them.
12 Lord, You will establish peace for us,For You have also done all our works in us. 13 O Lord our God, masters besides You have had dominion over us; But by You only we make mention of Your name.